Sunday, May 29, 2005

Prayer when making difficult decision


Allahumma inni astakhiruka bi-'ilmika,
wa astaqdiruka bi-qudratika,
wa as'aluka min fadlikal-'azim,
fa innaka taqdiru wa la aqdiru,
wa ta'lamu wa la a'lamu,
wa Anta 'allamul-ghuyub.

Allahumma in kunta ta'lamu anna hadzal-amra khairulli
fi dini wa dunyaya wa akhirati,
faqdirhu li wa yassirhu li thumma barikli fihi,

wa in kunta ta'lamu anna hadzal-amra sharrulli
fi dini wa dunyaya wa akhirati,
fasrifni 'anhu, waqdur liyal-khaira haithu kana,
thumma radhini bihi,
ya Arhamarrahimin...

O God, I ask You to show me what is best through Your knowledge,
and I ask You to empower me through Your power,
and I beg You to grant me Your tremendous favor,
for You have power while I am without power,
and You have knowledge while I am without knowledge,
and You are the One who knows all hidden things.

O God, if you know that this thing is best for me,
for my faith/religion and life in this world and hereafter,
then make it possible for me and make it easy for me,
and bless me in it.

But if you know that this thing is not good for me,
for my faith/religion and life in this world and hereafter
then turn it away from me and replace it with something better,
then make me pleased/content with it.
O The Most Merciful...

 

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

Prayer when we are in need of something


Allahumma inni as'aluka mujibati rahmatika,
wa aza'ima maghfiratika,
wal-ghanimata min kulli birrin,
was-salamata min kulli ithmin,
La tada'li dzanban illa ghafartahu,
wa la hamman illa farajtahu,
wa la hajatan hiya laka ridhan illa qadhaitaha.
Ya arhamar-rahimin.

O God, I ask You to grant me things which will draw me closer to Your mercy,
and which will make Your Forgiveness certain for me,
and a tresure from every virtue,
and protection from every sin,
Please do not leave me with a sin without forgiving it,
and a worry without relieving me of it,
and a need that You are pleased with it without providing it for me,
O the Most Merciful.

 

Monday, May 23, 2005

Prayer to ask for forgiveness for past and future sins



Allahumaghfirli ma qaddamtu wa ma akhartu,
wa ma asraftu, wa asrartu, wa ma a'lantu,
wa ma huwa anta a'lamu bihi minni,
la ilaha illa anta, anta al-muqaddim, wa anta al-muakhir,
la yaghfiru dzunuba illa anta.

O God, please forgive me for which I have done in the past and in the future,
and which I have exceeded in, and which I have done openly, and which I have concealed,
and which You know more than I do,
there is no God but You, You are the Advancer and the Delayer,
there is none who can forgive but You.

 


Prayer to ask for safety and health


Allahumma inni as'alukal-'ifafa wal-'afiyah,
fi sam'i, wa bashari, wa fu'adi,
fi jasadi, wa aqli, wa ruhi,
fi mali wa ahli wa amri,
fi dini, wa dunyaya, wa akhirati

O God, I ask You safety and health
for my hearing, my seeing, and my thinking/feeling,
for my body, my mind, and my soul,
for my wealth, my family, and my activities,
for my faith, my world and my hereafter

Friday, May 20, 2005

Neighborhood trees




Copyright mridha (c) 2005

Friends at work




Why I am not a Muslim

Rating:
Category:Books
Genre: Religion & Spirituality
Author:Ibn Warraq

After watching a presentation on C-SPAN about the release of a new book titled "Leaving Islam: Apostates speak out" given by the author itself, Ibn Warraq, I was reminded about one of his book released quite a while ago, titled "Why I am not a Muslim". After browsing some reviews of these books on several websites including amazon.com, I feel many people are led to believe apriori that the arguments the author presented in his book are valid and based on facts. A comment from a reviewer keeps me wondering: "We have not yet found any refutation of his thesis put forth in 'Why I am not a Muslim'. Instead of refutation we have seen violent and fanatic responses that only confirmed Ibn Warraq thesis." Is this true that currently there is no single Muslim scholar or intellectual who has spent his/her time and effort to refute Ibn Warraq's thesis in an academic rebuttal point by point (in form of book or academic journal)? I know in the U.S we have plenty of Muslim scholars and intellectuals, not to count many professors in Islamic universities in Europe, Middle East and Asia. I guess most probably they are all busy, but is this matter not important that it does not deserve an effort and time to write a response? I heard or read somewhere that this book was once presented to President Bush by the author after the tragedy of nine-eleven. And I believe it is possible that many world policy makers have heard or perhaps read this book to gain some insight into the teaching of this particular religion that is so much accused of influencing the mind of people to commit a violent act. Doesn't this issue have an impact on the ummah especially in the west, and, sooner or later, also in the world?

I borrowed the book from the library and tried to read it from chapter to chapter. There are a lot of opinions that the author uses for his arguments quoted from old and contemporary non-Muslim orientalists' works without any explanation on the basis of their arguments (the conclusion from these opinions are derived without examination and not supported by his own factual study). Although some Islamic references have also been quoted but they are used partially and taken out of context, or without looking into the basis of their arguments or their historical perspectives.

Although I am not an Islamic scholar or someone that has a formal Islamic studies education background, I can easily see the patterns shown in so many Islam-bashing articles or books:

First is the problem with the consistency in their belief. The authors often use pick-and-choose method when quoting stories, or verses from Islamic sources with the assumption that they are reliable according to their opinion in the first place (otherwise these will not be used to prove their case). If the authors believe in stories found in Qur'an, hadith and sirah books, will they believe also in stories about God's revelation to the Prophet, visiting angels, witnessed miracles, reports and testimonies confirming the fulfilled prophecy from contemporary Jews and Christians in time of the Prophet, and other amazing reports as well, found in the same sources that show the credibility of Islam? The main question is: "why pick some and throw some from the same sources?"

Next is problem with the context of a historical record they use in supporting their accusations. Without showing its context, a report or a story can be easily represented in many ways in order to shape the mind of the readers. Reading about a great man in the history is like watching a big colossal movie that consists of many series of episodes: to know the whole story we better watch all episodes. The movie audience will be misled if they are just shown some clips cropped from some episodes here and there. A good guy can be viewed as a bad guy or vice-versa. The truth can be potrayed as falsehood.

Next is the problem with interpretation. Majority of Muslims believe in two sources as the main basis of their belief: Qur'an and authentic hadith. Interpretations of these sources should be based on sound and valid arguments. There are different schools of thought (mazhab) that often differ in the interpretations and understanding of many fiqh issues (fiqh = laws-related) although they are based on the same sources. We need to look into the basis of arguments of an interpretation, including the situation and condition of the time when it was developed. Scholars' interpretations might be based on the contemporary knowledge and situation in their time. Muslims should not follow blindly any interpretation without knowing its basis. In addressing a fiqh issue, there are at least two main principles followed by all schools of thought with same aspiration: realization of public welfare and universal justice. This can be found in many books of fiqh of all schools of thought, however Islam-bashers just pick and choose teachings from any school of thought without realizing this fact.

Another thing is about trusting stories found in Islamic history books. Books of sirah (stories about life of Prophet, companions, or later generations) can only be considered reliable if their chains of narrators can be verified as in the case of hadith (which also can be reliable, non-reliable, spurious, etc.). This is so because many stories found in sirah books do not include chains of narrators as in hadith. At-Tabari in his book (often used by Islam-bashing authors in picking parts of their favorite stories) said:

"Let the person who reads through our book know that my reliance on whatever I recorded is on news and history with attribution to their narrators, without using intellect except in rare occasions. The knowledge of what had happened before, and what is going to happen at present time is not reached to those who did not see and their time did not allow them for it without being told by people and without the interference of intellect. Therefore, whatever news you find in my book about history that the reader may deny it or the listener may abhor it because he did not find it truthful according to him, then let him know that we did not present it ourselves, but it came from some of the people who narrated the story to us. We just presented what we have been told." (Tarikh Al-Tabari, Introduction, p.13)

Last thing is about convincing that Islam is "evil" to the readers. Majority of Muslims are peaceful human beings. This is not because they do not read their scriptures as many Islam-bashers claim. They read and understand their scriptures, and that is why they are peaceful. A lot of current problems in many Muslim countries are caused by political affairs. Islam-bashers should not put words into Muslims' mouth and trying to convince them about their "evil" religion. For example, Islam-bashers often tell people that real Islam teaches Muslims to hate and fight non-Muslims whenever and wherever. This is plainly refuted in many verses in the Qur'an, among them:

"God forbids you not, with regard to those who fight you not for your faith nor drive you out of your homes, from dealing kindly and justly with them, for God loves those who are just." (Qur'an 60:8).

Similarly, terrorism is strictly forbidden in Islam. The Prophet of Islam strictly prohibits the killing of non-combatants and innocent people even in the time of war. But still Islam-bashers shout "Islam teaches terrorism!" This putting words into Muslim's mouth is an easy method to spread lies and hatred against Islam and Muslims. This effort intentionally or not can trigger hate crime against Muslims in our global community. We don't want this to happen in this already full-of-hate world where we live today, do we?

I hope this short review will be useful for those who need it...
And God knows best.

Prayer to ask for goodness in every activity


Allahumma ahsin aqibatana fi umuri kulliha,
wa ajirna min hizyid-dunya wa adzabil-akhirah.

O God, please make the outcome of every activity good for us,
and save us from the humiliation in this world and the punishment in hereafter.

 

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

Prayer to seek protection from bad feelings


Allahumma inni a'udzubika minal-hammi, wal-huzni, wal-'ajzi,
wal-kasali,wal-bughli, wal-jubni,
wadh-dhalaid-daini wa ghalabatir-rijal.

O God, I seek refuge in You from anxiety, sadness, weakness,
laziness, miserliness, cowardiness,
burden of debt, and from being overpowered by people.

 

Sunday, May 15, 2005

Star Wars III: Revenge of the Sith

Rating:★★★★
Category:Movies
Genre: Science Fiction & Fantasy
This review contains spoiler... so stop reading if you plan to watch it... :-)

The movie is dark and somewhat depressing for anyone who is used to watching many happy-ending hollywood movies. Unlike many other movies, the end of this movie is known already by all audience who are familiar with the Star Wars episode 4: Anakin will become Darth Vedar, all Jedis are eliminated except two survivors: Yoda and Obi-wan.

In this movie we will be introduced with a new character, General Grievous, who hunts and kills Jedi for sport and proudly collected his victim's lightsabers as trophies (please watch Cartoon Network's Star Wars Clone Wars vol.1 and vol.2, for the background of events post Star Wars Episode 2, including the origin of General Grievous). In this episode 3, we will see how General Grievous is defeated and killed, as well as his teacher, Count Dooku. Also in this episode, we will see how most of theJedis are murdered or massacred (including Mace Windu, Saesee Tin, etc., and the young Jedis in the Jedi academy) by the evil Sith Lord Sidious, with the help of his new apprentice, Anakin Skywalker and the clone troopers.

The plot of the movie is filled with deceptions of war and political manuevers as well as human psychology. We can see how Palpatine (the Sith Lord) manages to gain absolute power in the senate and plays Anakin's psychology to follow his plan unknowingly. Anakin is caught in a serious conflict between Palpatine and his Jedi family. Anakin's great love for his wife and his fear of losing his wife, makes him surrender, naively initially but later willingly, to the dark side. He is willing to do that in order to gain absolute power so he can forever protect his beloved wife.

We will see at the end of the movie who is actually responsible for the death of Padme who is pregnant at that time with Leia and Luke skywalker. We will also see the duel between Anakin and Obi-wan ended with Anakin's legs severed and his body burnt by the lava. He is later saved by Lord Sidious who turns him into Darth Vedar as seen in Episode 4.

This movie is so dark and depressing!


SOME NOTES:

In the episode III, close to the end, Yoda communicates with Qui-Gon Jin (teacher of Obi-wan who was killed by Darth Maul in Episode I), who mentions about the ability to defy death and merge with the Force by "the Shaman of Whills", which can only be done through compassion not greed, unlike the Sith. While the value of compassion is universally accepted by all religions, the ability to communicate with the spirit of a dead person and union with God (as might be implied in "The Force") are not acknowledged by all religions. I guess George Lucas put this conversation at the end to show the audience the reason why Obiwan disappeared when Darth Vedar hits him in Episode 4.

As everyone notices, some subtle philosophies from Buddhism or New Age play some role in all Star Wars movie. The word "The Force" is used to imply the impersonal energy which regulates the living things and controls the universe as opposed to the concept of the power of a supreme, intelligent and personal God, taught in major religions. "The Force" is said to have the good side and the bad (dark) side - similar to the existence of good and evil taught in major religions. I am not aware if "God" has ever been mentioned in any of the Star Wars movies.

Parents professing different religious views should be aware of these philosophies in case their children ask them the related questions after watching the movie... :-)

Saturday, May 14, 2005

Prayer for safety (read in the morning)


Allahumma anta rabbi, la ilaha illa anta,
`alaika tawakkaltu wa anta rabbul `arshil karim.
Masha Allahu kana wa malam yasha' lam yakun
wa la hawla wa la quwwata illa billahil-`aliyyil `azim.
A'lamu annallaha `alaa kulli shay-in qadir
wa annallaha qad ahata bikulli shay-in `ilma.
Allahumma inni a'dzu bika min sharri nafsi
wa min sharri kulli dabbatin, anta akhidzum bi nasiyatiha.
Inna rabbi `ala siratim-mustaqim.

Oh God, You are my Lord. There is nothing worthy of worship except You,
I place all of my trust and reliance in You and You are the Lord of the Noble Throne.
Whatever God wishes, takes place,
and whatever He does not desire, does not occur,
and there is no power and no strength except in God, The Exalted, The Mighty.
I know that God is Powerful over all things,
and that God has knowledge of all things.
Oh God, I seek refuge in You from the evil of my soul
and from the evil of every creeping crawling creature.
You are master over them.
Verily, You are Lord of the Straight Path.

Note:

One day, a neighbor came running to one companion of the Prophet, Abu-Darda (RA) when he was at his shop. The neighbor said that the neighborhood where they lived was on fire and that Abu-Darda's house was also burning. Abu-Darda calmly said, `No, it has not burned.'

Another person came in and gave the same report, and Abu-Darda gave the same reply. A third person showed up with the same news and got the same answer.

Then another man came in and said, `Abu-Darda! The fire was blazing high, but when the flames came to your house, they went out!' Abu-Darda replied, `I knew that Allah, The Exalted, would not allow my house to burn because I heard from Rasulullah (SAW) that the person who repeats certain words in the morning will be safe from all misfortunes until evening, and I recited those words this morning.

* This narration can be found in the Fiqh Sunnah, Sayyid Sabiq.
** Source: The Islamic Bulletin, Aug 1999, San Fransisco

Friday, May 13, 2005

Pengajian Portland




Indonesian & Malaysian Muslim Community at Portland area

Interfaith events in Portland




Muslims at Portland




Prayer to seek protection from bad things to happen


Allahummahdina fiman hadayt,
wa 'afina fiman 'afayt
wa tawallana fiman tawallayt
wa barik lana fima a'tayt
wa qina washrif 'anna bi rahmatika sharra ma qadhayt.


O God, guide us among those whom You guided
and relieve us from sickness among those whom You relieved
and take care of us among those whom You take care of
and bless for us in anything You gave
and protect us with Your mercy from bad things that You have decreed.

Thursday, May 12, 2005

Prayer when driving or riding transportation


Bismillah majreha wa mursaha,
inna rabbi la ghafururrahim.
Subhanalladzi sakhara lana hadza wa ma kunna lahu muqrinin,
wa inna ila rabbina la munqalibun.

In the name of God, we ride this whether it moves or be at rest.
For my Lord is surely Most Forgiving, Most Merciful.
Glory be to Him who has made this (the transportation) easy to our use
and to our Lord we will certainly return.

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Zoom photography




Using Olympus C-750

Prayer welcoming morning


Asbahna wa asbahal-mulku lillahi rabbil-'alamin.
Allahumma inni as'alukal-khair hadzal-yaum,

fathahu, wa nusrahu, wa nurahu, wa baraktahu, wa hudahu,
wa a'udzubika min sharri ma fihi wa min sharri ma ba'dihi.

We enter upon the morning and so do all the creations of God, Lord of the universes.
O God, I ask You the good of this day, the achievement thereof, the help thereof,
the light thereof, the blessing thereof, the guidance thereof.
And I seek refuge in You from the evil that be therein, and the evil that be thereafter.

Sunday, May 8, 2005

Trip to Los Angeles




In summer 1999, with sister-in-law, Tanty, and a friend, Sulfikar

Travel during college years


With Edi and Bimo

Trip to different places with friends Edi, Bimo, Junaedi, Taufiq, Fahmi and others.

Camedia D-40 Zoom

Rating:★★★★
Category:Computers & Electronics
Product Type: Digital Cameras
Manufacturer:  Olympus
I bought this camera used from e-bay. The price at that time was about $300. It's small in size but rich in features. The picture quality is excellent!! It's 4 mega pixel with 2.8 optical zoom. It uses SmartMedia disk and 2 AA batteries so it's really easy to find them in case you need them. In average you need to replace or recharge the batteries after taking about 150-200 pictures, depending upon how much flash you use and how long backpanel LCD is turned on. The camera has A/S/M mode as well as autofocus, and it has video recording capability with sound for about half minute (30 secs). The backpanel LCD is bright so it's easy to use it in a bright sunny day.

Family pictures




Prayer when entering home


Bismillah walajna, wa bismillah kharajna,
wa 'ala rabbina tawakkalna

Assalamu'alaikum.

In the name of God we enter, and in the name of God we leave,
and upon our Lord we place our trust.
May peace be with you.

Prayer when leaving the home


Bismillahi tawakkaltu 'alallah,
wa la hawla wa la quwwata illa billah.

Allahumma inni a'dzubika
an adhilla, aw udhalla,
aw adzilla, aw udzalla,
aw azhlima, aw uzhlama,
aw ajhala, aw yujhala 'alayya.

In the name of God, I place my trust in God,
and there is no might and no power except with God.

O God, I seek refuge in You
from leading other astray or being led astray,
from slipping or being slipped,
from oppressing or being oppressed,
from behaving foolishly or being treated foolishly.

Prayer when wearing a shirt

Allahumma inni as'aluka min khairihi wa khairi ma huwa lahu,
wa a'udhubika min sharrihi wa sharri ma huwa lahu.

O God, I ask You the goodness of this shirt and all goodness related to it,
and I seek refuge in You from the evil of this shirt and all evils related to it (by wearing it).

Prayer when coming out of the bathroom

Ghufranaka

O God, I seek your forgiveness.

Prayer when watching yourself on the mirror

Alhamdulillah alladzi sawwa khalqi fa'addalah,
wa karama surata wajhi fahasanah,
wa ja'alani minal muslimin.

All praises belong to God who forms my figure and makes it perfect,
who well-fashions my face and beautifies it,
and who makes me among the Muslims.

Prayer before entering bathroom

Allahumma inni a'udzubika minal-khubut-thi wal-khaba'it-thi

O God, I seek refuge in You from the wickedness and the evil deeds.

Prayer after eating

Alhamdulillah alladzi at'amana wa shaqana wa ja'allana minal muslimin

All praises belong to God who provides us food and drink and makes us among the Muslims.

Prayer before eating

Allahumma bariklana fi ma razaqtana wa qina adzabannar.

Bismillah.

O God, please bless Your sustenance for us and protect us from the punishment of the fire.

In the name of God.

Saturday, May 7, 2005

Prayer when going to sleep

Bismika Allahumma ahya wa bismika amut

In your name, O God, I live, and in your name, I die.

Prayer when waking up from sleep

Alhamdulillah alladzi ahyana
ba'da ma amatana wa ilaihi nushur

All praises belong to God who has brought us to life
after He has caused us to die, and unto Him is the return.

Fatih & Thariq




Taken between 2000-2004 in Arizona and Oregon

Friday, May 6, 2005

Grand Canyon visit




What is maghfira?


Maghfira is an Arabic word that means "forgiveness".
It reminds me the verse of the Qur'an 3:133-136
(if you'd like you can view the verse's English translation by clicking this link.)

Tuesday, May 3, 2005

Rayyan




Born in 2005 at St.Vincent Hospital, Portland

Monday, May 2, 2005

Portland




These pics were taken between Nov 2000 and now in Portland, Oregon

Parents visit to Arizona




Summer 2000 during my graduation ceremony when my parents, my mother-in-law and my sister-in-law came to visit

Thariq




Born in Desert Samaritan Hospital, Mesa, AZ.

Fatih




Born in 1998, Jakarta, Indonesia.

Our wedding




And among His Signs is this, that He created for you mates from among yourselves,
that ye may dwell in tranquillity with them, and He has put love and mercy
between your (hearts): verily in that are Signs for those who reflect.

(Qur'an 30:21)

Sedona trip




Taken during our trip to Sedona in 1999.

San Diego trip




In Winter 1998

IMCPhoenix




Indonesian Muslim Community at Phoenix Area.

Arizona




Taken in 1998-2000 during my graduate study at Arizona State University, Tempe, Arizona.

Purdue




Taken in 1991-1995 during my undergrad study at Purdue University, West Lafayette, IN.

Old pics


Not sure when this was taken.